
Aunt Leaf
by
Mary Oliver
Needing one, I invented her--
the great-great-aunt dark as hickory
called Shining-Leaf, or Drifting-Cloud
or The-Bueaty-of-the-Night.
Dear aunt, I'd call into the leaves,
and she'd rise up, like an old log in a pool,
and whisper in a language only the two of us knew
the word that meant follow,
and we'd travel
cheerful as birds
out of the dusty town and into the trees
where she would change us both into something quicker--
two foxes with black feet,
two snakes green as ribbons,
two shimmering fish--
and all day we'd travel.
At day's end she'd leave me back at my own door
with the rest of my family,
who were kind, but solid as wood
and rarely wandered. While she,
old twist of feathers and birch bark,
would walk in circles wide as rain and then
float back
scattering the rags of twilight
on fluttering moth wings;
or she'd slouch from the barn like a gray opossum;
or she'd hang in the milky moonlight
burning like a medallion,
this bone dream,
this friend I had to have,
this old woman made out of leaves.
And you are that muse to me, the one who gathers us for a walk, whispering "follow", you are my friend made out of leaves (and much more). What a lovely M Oliver poem (I've never seen it). I laughed at the part about being left with the family "who were kind, but solid as wood and rarely wandered". Nice.
ReplyDeleteToday I did as I often wish I'd done, Aidan and followed Wildcat Creek, with grandson in the lead... the muse of "follow" and that of "death" were with us in the form of the red-tailed hawk and turkey vulture.
ReplyDeleteEqually elegant in flight, if seen close, the hawk beckons and watches, and the turkey vulture appears red-necked and ready to eviscerate.
Aidan commented that the turkey vulture must be disappointed in us, that we were not disabled, and not ready to die...
That is true, so true, not yet ready to die.
We trundled home with lichen, specimen of rotting wood, a water-bug to skate on the backyard pond, a live spider and a dead, creek-soaked moth.
Under the microscope, the moth dried out and fluttered. We were floored.
So much for assumptions of death.
The waterbug is skating, even at this late hour!
Pamela, I love this Mary Oliver poem. I love it that it shows how we can make our own powerful companion out of the leaves and twigs lying 'round us, and if we choose, we can travel fast and free even if tethered by age or condition, or look into darkness and see a burning medallion instead of fearful night. I love the power it describes and the limitless freedom it inspires. Thanks for this gift.
ReplyDeleteCarolyn, And I love that you shared your walk of muse & "death" with Aiden with us. What a joy to explore and follow in that way! Thanks for sharing. Pamela
ReplyDeleteMy computer at work hasn't let me into the comments field. I'm home a last, and here to tell you that I love this poem. Mary Oliver rarely disappoints. Actually, that's more like, never disappoints.
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